So people who follows me on twitter and read my blogs will know that, like everybody else, school is a very busy activity.. activity doesn't sound like the right word, but you know what I mean to say. I'm not going to blog about school and hope to never do so again since that's what everybody talks about these days (thankfully many school's are out for summer now congrats to you people), but I have some other sad things to talk about... well, not for you guys, for myself.

I missed school today. I haven't been counting how many days of school I've missed, but it's around 5 or 6 days which isn't good. The result of missing school today was just chaotic. It was like back when I was in junior high school where my mother would constantly talk about death, divorce, and planning to get rid of me out of the house and to my aunt's house in a different city. It's happened again today. I have the strongest feeling that my mother suffers from depression due to chemical imbalance.. why? she keeps telling ME that I am the one suffering from depression and all that shit, but who's the one 97% gloomy everyday, getting angry easily, and crying for nothing? Really? Just watching her saddens me.. it makes me sad to know that she doesn't realize what kind of issue she's got and always blames it on somebody else... and that somebody else is me. Out of the 3 other family members aside from mother, I am always blamed for her life of hell. I am Satan the devil and I was a demon sent to this earth to torture her life, slowly until her day of death arrives... at least that's what she told me before and still believes till this day. I've spoke of such experiences to counselors and shit, but you know what they ALWAYS tell you?... READ FULL BLOG...

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i'm at school right now and let me tell you... I've got a crap load of work to do by tomorrow... I'm seriously gonna cry tonight because with this procrastination issue... things are not going to be pretty. I'm actually in a different Human Relations class right now, but since I've already had Human Relations earlier, I don't have to do anything in class... ... ... my teacher just assigned me homework for this class... and I'm not even a student in this class... lol it's like I just registered into this class for free

anyways, I am attending a meeting in 20mins so I'm going to have to get off and start working on some assignments due tomorrow... I believe I have over 6 workbook assignments to do, two tests in english, 1 rough draft, edited, and final draft, and yea... my teacher just passed by me... o_o lol he asked me what I was doing and yea... o_o he doesn't know I got a website... and lots of amazing online buddies ok gotta head out, peace! and stay cool!

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Hey guys, I know it's been so long since I've updated my website. You see, all this work is keeping me busy in school like I had a math test and an english test coming up real soon and it's just so busy and I don't really have time for my site much for now, but I promise I will comment everyone back soon and stuff! Like we started on a new project and it's SO dumb I can't believe our teacher's actually making us do this kind of stuff. But yeah, anyway, sorry affiliates, please don't remove me off your list! I promise I will return comments real soon and stuff. I don't think you guys want to hear me chatting about my school life and stuff so I'll just shut up now lol and like yeah... sorry again guys omg I feel so bad, but stick with me and I'll get to you guys soon! READ FULL BLOG...

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I missed school today. I don't know how many absences I've got, but I'm sure it's plenty... hopefully less than 4. I honestly don't know why I missed school today.. but I do have a suspicion it had to do something with me being sleep deprived. I think that lack of sleep manipulated my brain into thinking that nothing is important other than sleeping, so this morning, I just told my mother that I wasn't feeling well and she, of course, did not fell for that, but it's not like she could pick me up or push me off the bed because then... she'd know how I'd react... SO, I awfully regret staying home today, I miss all my friends in college and my attendance isn't so great either now... damn, I suck. I wish I had the motivation and desire to have a full quarter with no absences, but eh... for me, that's a bit too much to expect. For some reason, I think that summer quarter will be a great one... because... it will be sunny ... like right now... but idk... I just want a fresh start... just like I always do in the middle-end of the quarter. Well... damn me, I just suck so I'll shut up now because I've got no right to talk. READ FULL BLOG...

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there was a cheesy song my 7th grade math teacher taught us and it goes something like...

Friday, Friday, Friday is my favorite day...
Monday is a bummer,
Tuesday's always there,
Wednesday's getting better,
and Thursday's almost there,
but Friday, Friday, Friday is my favorite day~

Then everyone in the classroom would cheer, lol READ FULL BLOG...

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